I walked away for myself - because I didn't like the person that I was becoming but you walked away because everyone else told you to and that's where the difference lies.
the floor of the bar is blue and green and million colours in between its turning on its wheels, round and round the wheels of the bus go my head is spinning, is yours too? purple foaming at my mouth, purple eyes staring at me i think i might be sick, where do i throw … Continue reading Blur
I am running away from the life that I could have had nostalgia for the unknown haunts me indecision prevents me from forgetting and now my alternate past is deciding my future.
I knew it was bad but but I let myself hope I let myself imagine that it would all be okay and you can say I should have expected it but I was hoping for a miracle and that was my downfall.
It's hard to see past this feeling to look around the grey clouds in my head they say that rainbows only come after the storm but I'm stuck in this perpetual tempest of misery no break in the clouds, no sunshine seeping through.
sitting on my throne of glass precariously perched one hard truth and it all shatters splintered lies made up dreams
I believed everything you said I didn't question it, I didn't hesitate so as honey poured out from your lips and you told me I'm beautiful I looked in the mirror and that's what I saw but as your words turned sour my world turned bleak and all that my mirror showed me was my … Continue reading Souring